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Dissonance

by Inner Suffering

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1.
and they keep asking "what is wrong with you?" and i can't explain it myself should've asked years ago now i've been like this for too long and i feel like there's no turning back but they keep asking again and again it doesn't really help, you know isn't it obvious? it's written on my fucking face it's in the looks i give you isn't it obvious? i am a living dissonance i'm disgusted by myself, yet i'm better than everyone else i want to end it all, yet i'm still hoping for something good i'm tired of loving a ghost, but i can't betray it by finding someone else i am a living dissonance
2.
well, maybe something's wrong with you? what the fuck do you live for? everyone knows that the end is the same and everything you care about is worthless this fucking hypocrisy makes me sick why ending it is a sin? what's the point in going on? nobody can explain, so fuck you
3.
Hypocrisy 02:31
"but hey, someone's got it worse, you live better than some people, why the fuck are you complaining?" alright, do you really care for someone you don't know that much? is it really enough to soothe you? bullshit, you always want more and i just want to remember how to be happy again i need just one thing
4.
walking in circles, i wait for the end overthinking things that cannot be changed remembering those people who left me behind they found someone else to hold tight all my loved ones are gone so many things i've never said and done time takes its toll memories are slowly fading feeble-minded, delusional ghost of a person i'm just a shadow of who i used to be staring at the wall, i wait for the end overthinking things that cannot be changed remembering those people who i left behind they will never appear in my life there's always treachery and deception avoid all contact, no exceptions yet still when i'm alone sometimes i feel the need to share some things with someone close like i used to do before past is all i have blurred images of better times with each day i forget more and more this void is unfulfillable i'm just unable to move on
5.
Madness 02:58
after long years, the madness emerges neverending dissonance with no answers i can't see through the mist, my mind is twisted i'm finished

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Kinda new vocals. Default post-black will be later, weird experiments for now, "mists" reference once again.

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released March 29, 2019

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Inner Suffering Nova Kakhovka, Ukraine

endless suffering

Main inspirations are Heretoir, An Autumn For Crippled Children, Lifelover, Karg, Miserere Luminis, Griefloss, Downfall Of Gaia and tons of stuff not related to black.

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